Mission!

I cycled  a mile home, in pitch black, Pissed as a drunk rat & mashed on my medication... well that sobered me up ahaaha. was a mission and a half to see where i was going though!

Ooooh i got an interview!

I got a job interview which i will get :) Rather confident! But that will keep me going until i either get a job with the police or Enercon! So either way things are looking a lot better now :D

My baby :)

I honestly love her more than life it'self! She is so beautiful :) 

I really don't know what I'd do if this girl never came into my life, Ever since i met her 3 years ago even before we got together I was crazy about her, and always used to look over to her and smile and she'd smile back at me. then we became the bestest friends and liked each other for way over a year and just didn't really tell each other, Stuff happened when we were drunk but we never realized we liked each other that way for a long time! Then just one day after a few drunken truths came out we decided to see each other and i stayed at hers and we had the most amazing time! Then we got together and honestly i would say that is the best day of my life, she really completes me. If i ever lost this girl i would just never replace that empty feeling that would be left behind. I wish i could be good enough for her.

Men don't cry.

I swear to god nothing ever upsets me, and nothing ever scares me. But as soon as there is a problem with me and my girlfriend I just fucking tear up like a little baby... I thought she was honestly going to leave me for good earlier and i just cried like a little girl.

What the fuck.

Idea!

I actually have a good idea for a website that has potential to make cash, unfortunately I'm not even sure it is legal... I'll post more about it when i have the plan set ;]

When life gives you the finger...

Get addicted to online poker, now i understand why people get gambling issues I'm hooked! But I'm winning thus far and you cannot say it's a bad habit if it is actually earning me some cash ;]

Fuck sake.

It's just never ending problems, nothing ever can just go well for long in my life it seems. I hope to god i get one of the jobs I've applied for because nothing else is good right now, Even my girlfriend seems unhappy with me and it kills me to think she isn't. Just wish everything could all be good for once.

One day I'll get to write some nice stuff here...