This is a little message to my girlfriend :)

Baby, from the moment I first saw you I was attracted to you, I messaged you online because I wanted to get to know you. You just have this look in your eyes that really got me curious about you I wanted to find out more about you and I just found myself having to talk to you. Then when we became friends and started getting closer I really realized that I was falling for you, OK we had that night up at the castle I knew I liked you then but the day before Belladrum when we kissed as you got out of the taxi I really knew then what feelings I really had for you. My heart was pounding and the grin on my face was rather embarrassing. I know things didn't go so well between us for a while after that but those feelings never faded they only got stronger the more we talked to each other, I remember the first night I stayed around your house I really did not know what to expect I wasn't really sure if I was even supposed to sleep in your room or somewhere else and you may not believe me but I was so nervous! I was already falling for you beyond just liking someone I knew that I was falling in love with you. So badly I wanted to kiss you that night but I just couldn't bring myself to really go for it because you were so important to me I didn't want to make things awkward between us. But then that second night the first time we properly kissed will be a night I just won't forget the way my heart felt as it pounded pretty much out of my chest from being so nervous to finally after all that time feeling like you were mine! I did fall in love with you at that very moment I just didn't want to say anything for a while just to be safe, Though trust me I almost did a few times.
I know things haven't been easy between us in this year we've almost been together, but we really are strong and I love you more than life itself. I cannot wait for the many more years we have together and just want you to know how much I really do love you! I wish I could show you how much, if I ever find a way one day I promise I will!

With so much Love
 Kyle.

P.S I really did want to send this to you on our anniversary, But I really just couldn't wait. Oopsie :)